The Lines Drew Back

I went crazy to find out,
yet the lines drew back
I guessed for the clue,
but the lines went back

I wondered for so long,
then it's me all along
I endured the paranoia,
but I'm the solution all along

I was happy to know,
that the lines drew back
I'm ready to move,
because the line drew back

It Could Have Been Something

I'm afraid to face you,
and let this moments past
But I'm sorry because,
it could have been something

All the days that I've wasted,
all the weeks that I've been waited
But all of that went to nothing,
it could have been something

Now you lost faith in me,
and searched another sea
I keep telling myself now,
it could have been something

Now I hold a sharp knife,
I'll cut my waiting veins
And my final words would be:
"It could have been something"

She Has My Heart

When she's far away,
it makes my whole world gray,
My heart is hers to have,
in return I got the lonely half

She has my heart to have,
I'll throw all my hatchet
I'm her longing servant,
for she left with no goodbye

She has my heart to have,
with all my humble request
I'm her longing servant,
for she left with no goodbye

You're Lonely Indeed

You sit by the blue bay,
the lights hit you like rays
But you don't get the beauty,
all you have is poison ivies

Maybe the weather is well,
but clouds came at the sight
You attract them by your side,
it seems you don't feel nice

You have no friends to confront,
no sugar and spice to talk to
You're very lonely indeed,
you're lonely indeed

Left Alone

When the end is near,

whom shall I embrace?

An empty and vacant space,

beside me there's no pace

The heaven felled down,

where's my guardian angel?

Airless days and deep space

beside me there's no place

The demons are approaching,

who shall come and rescue thee?

Icy winds and meaningless kiss,

beside me there's the abyss

Where have you gone to,

when this time I need you?

You left me to die alone,

and let all my love go to waste 

Sentiments of a Quiter

If you've already decided,
then it's time for me to end it
Since your the boss of me,
I'll really have to agree

You want something else,
no problem; I'm done making tales
Only your words suppress me,
now you ending my agony

But if you have any doubt,
I'll be there to cheer you up
I'll be ready for your decision,
then be ready to seek refuge 

What is Love?

"What is love"-a question that we hear every now and then. People just can't get the meaning of love. They interpret through a red rose and a box of the finest chocolate; or the sweetest words of a man who courts woman.Teenagers are known for interpreting love in wildest ways; so wild that sometimes their immature hearts get so vulnerable to break easily. Indeed, What is Love?

For the past few months, I experienced an awkward feeling. Everything's seems to be hanging in the balance and Ideas came rushing into my empty mind. All the things I do seems to be connected in someway to a person I know. Everyday was indeed a mystery for me. Anxiety whispers different words to make me very-very paranoid. As a result I try to avoid that person to see if I really have that "feeling". But that move became very awkward and inconvenient. I moved very far away that instead of  bringing the good vibes, Anxiety; again, began to whisper. For the first time in my life I felt true love. But it pains me to tell that it seems I'm already late to do something about it; for she already likes someone else. Now, everyday seems to be another day of nothingness. No inspiration, just guilt and bitterness.

What is love?- I define as a thorn that makes a man weak and woman stronger. It niches it's way into one's heart only to give it either joy or sorrow. It is also a powerful source of both negative and positive inspirations that makes a man a being that is difficult to understand. Love is indeed an emotion that spices up the lives of people who feels it. And only the lucky ones get the total gift of being in love. 

The Song of a Mourning Mother

Songs are for laments,

for all the missing fragments

Only the winter sky above,

covers the flying doves

Like that cold December,

the whole world turned around her

She was wrecked as a loner,

now she's going to be a goner

Like a vanishing shadow,

it took her to sorrow

She looks at her daughter,

with tears of a mourning mother

Her angel flew high above,

she look sad and she sobbed

As the world looked on,

she wrote a wonderful song

A song that expressed,

all her sorrowful laments

A song for all the mothers,

and the offering of all the flowers

  

Ang Lubid ng Panata (Image)

Ang Lubid ng Panata

Ang lubid ng panata,
na nag bibigay pagasa
Sa aming bisig papasanin,
ang lahat ng hiling at mithiin

Ang lubid ng panata,
na nag bibigay pagasa
Sa aming isip sasambitin,
ang ngalan ng panginoong mahal

Sa pinaka malayong pook,
ako'y iyong tinawag
Sa oras ng pagbubuklod
ako'y iyong sinama

Ang lubid ng panata,
na nag bibigay pagasa
Sa aming bisig papasanin,
ang aming hiling at mithiin

El corazón vengativa

If the past hunts again,
this heart will fight to gain
The loneliness will end now,
all the worries will see no frown

It's time to take back,
all the weeks that I lacked
We'll see what fate tells,
as this fighting hear yells

This avenging heart assures,
that all the fears fade insure
It's time to walk before the light,
there's no need for that gentle night

Lihim

Kung iisipin mo lang ngayon,
wala naman talagang saysay
Bakit nga ba ngayon iba,
kaysa nung unang pagkikita?

Hindi sisnasadyang hamakin,
dila ko'y biglang na bitin
Kaya't walang nang nangyari
ng sabihin ang aking lihim

Kung minsan ako'y nagsisi,
at talagang napapaisip
Lihim na aking itinago,
ay naging mitsa ng paglaho

Kung bakit ko pa nasabi,
ang lahat ng aking damdamin
Kung mauulit lang sana,
ang kahapong lumpas na

Mas mabuti pa 'ata,
na kinikim na lang sakin
Ang lihim na pagtingin,
ang s'yang nagpabitin

The Warrior Lived

Cold winds; go away,
stop making me gray
I'm now ready to face,
all of my pending race

Stalking vultures; fly away,
this man isn't going to die today
He's now ready to live,
without anything to give

As long as the figure stands,
I'll make all the demands
Let me seek all my wrath,
that was lost during war

Lament and Prophecy

Let the heavens cry again,

for it's sons didn't ascend

Let her tears fall on their faces,

and summon the remaining races

If the devil consumed their faith,

summon the remaining saints

Give them the fruit of the vine,

and let the others go and die

Let the the heavens close it's gates,

for it is open for a lot faint faiths

Let all the angels hold their swords,

and cut the demon's long throat

If the Lord can't save them now,

summon the wolves to hunt them out

Give them the bitterness they deserve,

and let them fall into the hell and burn  

The Forgotten Name

Like a morning prayer,
I call your forgotten name
In the east and the south,
where the winds could route

On a steep mountain,
I shout your forgotten name
Even if only echoes return,
the love I have will burn

Like a crying mother,
I call your forgotten name
Even if tears make me surrender,
I'll see you and I'll truly remember

Your forgotten name; I know,
when others didn't remember
You left and was abandoned,
Now I seek you for your comfort

I Would Write Your Name

If life has a meaning,

I would write your name

For you lived without noticing,

the love I gave and my meaning

If life has problem,

I would write your name

For you spent your years,

with all of my tears

If life will be ending,

I would write your name

To every pedestals in my life,

I would write your name