Hey!
Kamusta na ? :P
I have a lot to say to you even though it would be pointless on for you since I'm nobody to you and my actions does not affect anything to you. But I need to let this out because I have not had any chance to talk to you on this particular matter because all you would say is "kalimutan na yun" or "Hayaan na, wag nang ungkatin uli"
Di man lang kita nakausap nung graduation at halatang ayaw mo ko makausap :D :3
Pero alam mo...
You are my greatest regret and I'll have to admit that the odds are not with me for you. But I ask God fervently, that in time you'll see me and stop by to see how I'm living my life.
All the poems I wrote was about you. All the things I say is about you. The mere weeks you said was not of a big deal, took me almost three years to overcome. You hate, I knew it. Pag gagawa ako ng bagaya na ayaw mo nang gawin ko.
Limang buwan kita nakasama uli, pero wala lang sayo yun, alam ko. Kasi di naman ako parte ng circle mo. May iba akong mundo, sinikap kong humanap ng babaeng katulad mo. Nakita ko naman, pero di naglaon eh mukhang di nya rin kinaya ang ugali ko.
Pero na appriciate ko naman yung mga maliliit na bagay na nagawa mong kala mo simple lang pero napakahalaga sakin dahil ikaw ang gumawa...
Yung pag aya mo sa iba na dalawin ako sa ospital kahit di kayo natuloy....
Yung pag punta mo sa Birthday ko kahit di ka nagtagal kasi sinusundo ka na ng boyfriend mo...
Yung pag bibigay mo sakin dati ng pagkain pag nag iinarte ako...
Marami pa kaso sabihin mo OA nanaman ako kasi para sayo sandali at di naman gaaano ka lalim yun. hahahaha
Anyways, alam ko na sobrang bigat ng mga pinagdadaanan mo and you don't need a person like me to of your burden in any aspect of your life. Walang puwang si Justin na "Pa-chicks" sa buhay mo. Aminado naman ako dun. Gusto mo yung taong kokontrol sa ugali mo at mag kakalinga sayo. Di ko kaya yun :D
Okay na sakin na sabihin mo lahat ng masasamang bagay sakin kasi naging bitter nga rin naman ako sayo ng wala sa lugar. Di ako karpat dapat mag salita against you pero ginawa ko kaya marapat lang na ako'y parusahan dun. Naalala ko nga, me nakapag sabi sakin na natatawa ka na lang pag na aalala mo ko pero that's fine, atleast naalala mo ako :)
Pero alam mo, maraming araw na gusto kong sabihin sayo na sana binigyan mo ako ng pagkakakataon :( Ang sarap mong mahalin at kahit di moko minahal, siguro kay husay mong mag mahal.
Araw-araw ko iniisip yun. At mapipikon ka lang pag nag dada ako tungkol dun. (Kaya wag mo kong punahin pag nagdradrama ako sa post)
I can go on forever sa pag sasalita dito pero the bottomline is I REALLY DO LOVE YOU :) AND I HAVE MISSED YOU AND I WILL MISS YOU AGAIN :(
Awww naluluha ako habang tina type tong lintek na mga letra na to.
Hirap kasi nang nakatanaw na lang palagi sayo. Alam ko namang may pinag dadaanan knag mga bagay bagay na napakalalim kasi alam kong tungkol sa pamilya mo, pero alam mo, mas namamangha ako sa katibayan ng loob mo.
I hope in time you'll mend your heartaches. I wish nothing but happiness and success to you. I hope the one you've chosen to spend your life with, justifies all his effort to you as I can see that you are well taken care of. Maswerte sya at minahal mo sya ng ilang taon. He gave you what you truly deserve. Pinangalagaan ka nya, at inaruga. Mahal ka nya.
Ewan ko lang kung gaano pa katagal tong nararamdaman ko sayo, pero di ako nag sisisi kasi ginusto ko ito. Even thought it stings from time to time, I still feel happy whenever I see just a photo of you.
Hayys If only you can see me while I'm writing this down.
Pero okay lang hahahaha.
I hope you can just give me a chance to be happy, even for an hour or two of mutual conversation. I might not deserve your "forever", but at least you gave me something to remember :)
Bye bye....
I love you...
I always did...
:) :'( :(
PS: Wag ka namang sobrang mapikon sakin pag nag kakaganito ako :)
