Sometimes people pass by,
and see me looking at the sky
The clouds seems to be my icon,
and my soul is the main beacon
In each day I breath and speak,
my heart goes crazy and weak
The salvation for its madness,
is her hands touch and caress
Every time I look at the sky,
it's like another reason to die
The stars shimmers and glow,
yet not one of it is willing to fall
She's moving on and smiling,
I'm standing in the corner crying
Your hands belongs to someone,
and i'm praying i'll be that one
Sometime people pass by,
they would tell me to never cry
The hope they give to me,
is a relief from my agony
So as I look at the sky,
my tears went dry
It gave me a new hope,
and it lessens my load
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
During Midnights
I'ts already midnight and still she's awake,
chocolates kept her eyes open very late
She nailed her fingers to the keyboard,
and her eyes are lit like light bulbs
"What could she be doing?" I wonder,
for I'm also doing the latter
It seems that my conscience tells me about her,
and instructs me to go after
chocolates kept her eyes open very late
She nailed her fingers to the keyboard,
and her eyes are lit like light bulbs
"What could she be doing?" I wonder,
for I'm also doing the latter
It seems that my conscience tells me about her,
and instructs me to go after
The Maiden
A Sunday makes no difference,
there is no special experience
Every gift and every laugh,
turns her face very sad
As she walks on pathways,
the colorful world turns to grey
Her tears runs like the falls,
no one hears her yearning and calls
Like a mirror she was shattered,
and her soul quickly uttered:
"Save me from despair,
bring my heart a pair"
The poor maiden wanders,
and prayed while she ponders
When shall her heart feels,
the happiness and the thrills
This unhappy maiden waits.
For a man she really waits
The day will come to rest,
and her heart will past the test
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Where Shall I Find the Light?
Where shall I find the light?
Shall it pass my blurring sight?
All this time I walked up blind,
and then came the chill of the night
Where shall I find the light?
Shall it be so very bright?
I waved my cane from left to right,
feeling the world without a fight
Where shall I find the light?
Shall it guide me into the night?
The bliss of the emptiness inside,
makes the person outside to hide
Where shall I find the light?
shall it embrace me tight?
When the darkness came to die,
will the light give me my sight?
Shall it pass my blurring sight?
All this time I walked up blind,
and then came the chill of the night
Where shall I find the light?
Shall it be so very bright?
I waved my cane from left to right,
feeling the world without a fight
Where shall I find the light?
Shall it guide me into the night?
The bliss of the emptiness inside,
makes the person outside to hide
Where shall I find the light?
shall it embrace me tight?
When the darkness came to die,
will the light give me my sight?
Friday, November 18, 2011
Behind the Facade
Behind the facade,
the true person lurks
It hides its true color,
and covered in the murks
It only appear occasionally,
and let all the things out
It breaks the silence,
and make everyone to doubt
It creates a different world,
and make someone bad
It makes a lot of problems,
and create all feelings sad
Behind the facade,
the true meaning lies
Waiting for the time,
while it slowly dies
the true person lurks
It hides its true color,
and covered in the murks
It only appear occasionally,
and let all the things out
It breaks the silence,
and make everyone to doubt
It creates a different world,
and make someone bad
It makes a lot of problems,
and create all feelings sad
Behind the facade,
the true meaning lies
Waiting for the time,
while it slowly dies
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
When Shall I Rest in Her Loving Arms
When shall I rest in her loving arms,
and taste her glossy lips
If this heart is too far,
and to tired to leap
I would like to wrap myself around her arms,
just to feel her love
But how can I achieve this fantasy,
when I'm as shy as a dove
Her caress is life's incentive,
for all my suffering and defeat
But I think it's impossible,
for in her world I never fit
When shall I rest in her loving arms,
and kiss her glossy lips
If this man is a coward,
who relies on destiny's tip
and taste her glossy lips
If this heart is too far,
and to tired to leap
I would like to wrap myself around her arms,
just to feel her love
But how can I achieve this fantasy,
when I'm as shy as a dove
Her caress is life's incentive,
for all my suffering and defeat
But I think it's impossible,
for in her world I never fit
When shall I rest in her loving arms,
and kiss her glossy lips
If this man is a coward,
who relies on destiny's tip
Sunday, October 2, 2011
When My Joy Went to Fade
A burden that I carry,
a year had already past
Little by little I bury,
all the misery in the sand
But yet again its unearthed,
and gave the pain back,
When the time was certain,
it took me for a drag
No antidote for the poison,
it kept running into my veins,
I've got no clear notion,
then the happiness went away
All these times I was happy,
it's full of questions and charades
Then the knife went deeper,
when my joy came to fade
Friday, September 23, 2011
Meus Dolor
The sea was breeze was so calm,
as I stood by the shore
The seagulls flew away,
as these sad songs play
I raised my hands to feel the sun,
but the warm rays turned into chills
I closed my eyes to see the dreams,
but the sadness made me kneel
I asked for refuge and care,
but you turned me down
While the weary waters torments me,
the songs turned into an awful sound
When will I be free,
from the sorrows of this world?
When shall I truly feel,
the love that I truly deserve?
as I stood by the shore
The seagulls flew away,
as these sad songs play
I raised my hands to feel the sun,
but the warm rays turned into chills
I closed my eyes to see the dreams,
but the sadness made me kneel
I asked for refuge and care,
but you turned me down
While the weary waters torments me,
the songs turned into an awful sound
When will I be free,
from the sorrows of this world?
When shall I truly feel,
the love that I truly deserve?
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Parce Domine
Lord, spare me from the traps;
deliver me from the bad, cover all my tracks
Lord, spare me from the pain;
send me to your realms, break my chains
Lord, spare me from the guilt;
protect me from temptation, destroy what I build
Lord, spare me from death;
bring me to your kingdom, and my heart is set
deliver me from the bad, cover all my tracks
Lord, spare me from the pain;
send me to your realms, break my chains
Lord, spare me from the guilt;
protect me from temptation, destroy what I build
Lord, spare me from death;
bring me to your kingdom, and my heart is set
I Sent to Her
I sent her to my heart,
and she gave it back
My soul was shattered,
while bitterness attacks
In each living day,
on the alleys I sat
Waiting for the girl,
and follow all her tracks
Softly the wind touches my face,
and held back all my tears
Its cool palms caress me,
as I venture these wildest years
I pray that she may come back,
and receive this broken heart
Just to stay by my side,
and never break me apart
Monday, August 1, 2011
My Enemy
I landed on the sands,
but no one lend their hand
As I stood up from the ground,
my heart gave an awful sound
I've tried to seek for comfort,
and failed because of lacking effort
How long should I stand like this,
I don't want to feel the sadness kiss
I've lost every chances that I have,
seeking true love that'll last
When will this abashed soul find shelter,
if it stand like a cowardly fighter
My fate seems to be very clear,
and these eyes began to tear
I'll die with no one beside me,
because I never defeated my enemy
My enemy is my fear,
and it killed the hope in me
but no one lend their hand
As I stood up from the ground,
my heart gave an awful sound
I've tried to seek for comfort,
and failed because of lacking effort
How long should I stand like this,
I don't want to feel the sadness kiss
I've lost every chances that I have,
seeking true love that'll last
When will this abashed soul find shelter,
if it stand like a cowardly fighter
My fate seems to be very clear,
and these eyes began to tear
I'll die with no one beside me,
because I never defeated my enemy
My enemy is my fear,
and it killed the hope in me
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Just Say The Word
Just say the word,
and I'll be stopping
I'll ease them all,
the pain and suffering
Just say the word,
and I'll stop begging
No more tears will be shed
nothing is worth asking
Just say the word,
and I'll be leaving
Remember me as I am,
a man who did nothing
and I'll be stopping
I'll ease them all,
the pain and suffering
Just say the word,
and I'll stop begging
No more tears will be shed
nothing is worth asking
Just say the word,
and I'll be leaving
Remember me as I am,
a man who did nothing
Thursday, July 7, 2011
She's Turning Eighteen
She's turning eighteen,
and she's half way there
She passed some obstacles,
and fought all her despair
As the eighteen candles burn,
her spirit leaps up high
The flames took the darkness,
and made the tears go dry
She's turning eighteen,
and her aspirations stood up
While she's working so hard,
she carved her way up
Those eighteen roses bloomed,
and her looks attracted all men
Her beauty is beyond their expectations,
and their emotions started to blend
She's turning eighteen,
and she's still starting to rise
Her hopes and dreams are coming true,
while she made the whole universe nice
and she's half way there
She passed some obstacles,
and fought all her despair
As the eighteen candles burn,
her spirit leaps up high
The flames took the darkness,
and made the tears go dry
She's turning eighteen,
and her aspirations stood up
While she's working so hard,
she carved her way up
Those eighteen roses bloomed,
and her looks attracted all men
Her beauty is beyond their expectations,
and their emotions started to blend
She's turning eighteen,
and she's still starting to rise
Her hopes and dreams are coming true,
while she made the whole universe nice
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Paglalakbay ng Hinagpis
Lahat na yata ng daan,
iyong nang dinaanan
Bawat sulok ng mundo'y,
iyong pinuntahan
Naghahanap ng kapayapaan,
lumalayo sa tabak ng digmaan
Inukit sa bawat rebulto,
ang dakila mong pangalan
Ngunit wala kang mararating,
at daratnan mo'y malalim bangin
Ang Paraisong iyong natagpuan,
ay niyurakan at ito'y tinabunan
Nagsimula kang magiting at marangal,
sa katapusa'y kukunin ang yung lamang
Sa bawat butil ng buhagin sa hangin,
katumbas ng isang milyong nagdadalangin
Ika'y mapapadapa sa hinagpis,
titingin sa langit at mananangis
Isusumpa ang araw ng iyong pagkapanganak,
isusumpa ang iyong mga maling binalak
iyong nang dinaanan
Bawat sulok ng mundo'y,
iyong pinuntahan
Naghahanap ng kapayapaan,
lumalayo sa tabak ng digmaan
Inukit sa bawat rebulto,
ang dakila mong pangalan
Ngunit wala kang mararating,
at daratnan mo'y malalim bangin
Ang Paraisong iyong natagpuan,
ay niyurakan at ito'y tinabunan
Nagsimula kang magiting at marangal,
sa katapusa'y kukunin ang yung lamang
Sa bawat butil ng buhagin sa hangin,
katumbas ng isang milyong nagdadalangin
Ika'y mapapadapa sa hinagpis,
titingin sa langit at mananangis
Isusumpa ang araw ng iyong pagkapanganak,
isusumpa ang iyong mga maling binalak
The Night of the Day
Look; I've became what I'm not,
stood in the midst of the crowd
Thorns dug deeper by the minute,
as my lies rides the tide's limits
I leave under a different skin,
and attracted all of the sins
Little by little I drift away,
this world lives on the night of the day
I covered myself with dirt,
to hide the scars of birth
It helped but not for long,
so I hid it to all of my songs
The chains I hope will bind,
the world who lives in the night
And if the time came to be,
I'll set this world free
stood in the midst of the crowd
Thorns dug deeper by the minute,
as my lies rides the tide's limits
I leave under a different skin,
and attracted all of the sins
Little by little I drift away,
this world lives on the night of the day
I covered myself with dirt,
to hide the scars of birth
It helped but not for long,
so I hid it to all of my songs
The chains I hope will bind,
the world who lives in the night
And if the time came to be,
I'll set this world free
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Rm. 315
There's a place where this heart departs,
and seeks it's lost memories
For the past came and go,
but never took the worries
In my head I play the same music,
the one that made me happy
But then the silence came,
and those knife came in handy
I sat at the corners of that room,
thinking of those blissful august days
Wondering if the time will come,
when I'll touch your loving face
There's a sanctuary where this heart departs,
and seeks it's lost identity,
While the future run and flow,
it looks for that sympathy
On Friday mornings I would smile,
and though of those wonderful times
Then the lights all went out,
the wind struck those mourning chimes
I looked outside the window panes,
thinking of those blissful august days
Wondering if the time will come,
when I can catch with age's moving pace
and seeks it's lost memories
For the past came and go,
but never took the worries
In my head I play the same music,
the one that made me happy
But then the silence came,
and those knife came in handy
I sat at the corners of that room,
thinking of those blissful august days
Wondering if the time will come,
when I'll touch your loving face
There's a sanctuary where this heart departs,
and seeks it's lost identity,
While the future run and flow,
it looks for that sympathy
On Friday mornings I would smile,
and though of those wonderful times
Then the lights all went out,
the wind struck those mourning chimes
I looked outside the window panes,
thinking of those blissful august days
Wondering if the time will come,
when I can catch with age's moving pace
Friday, May 20, 2011
The Cult
They say God is with them,
and been followed by the millions
They teach all of the blasphemy,
with all of their dominions
The sound of their voice is heard,
and many calls it prophetic
Some stand out of the circle,
and call those word pathetic
You can see them in wearing white,
everyday they travel to baptize
They in mission to expand their belief,
leaving the true faithful demoralized
So be careful of the cult,
that use God's name to revolt
They'll fool you if they have the chance,
and pierce your faith with a lance
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Fantasy Play
I can be a noble king,
the ruler of all the lands
I could be a knight,
and fight with a sword in hand
I could make a lot of magic,
like a wizard with a wand
Or be so damn wicked,
who measure time with sand
The deepest forest could be my home,
and hunt for unicorns and trolls
The darkest dungeon could be my resting place,
and be a criminal who have taken his toll
I may posses the ark of the covenant,
and cross the traitorous red sea
I revolt against the Greeks,
and hide with the Maccabees
I could be a famous author,
who writes all the world's pain
Or maybe I'm a dreaming fool,
who drives everyone insane
In Your Presence
I touched the face of the earth,
been in your presence since my birth
For years you gave me all that I need,
I used these to fulfill my deeds
All the trials I've yet to face,
inspire me to continue the days
Teach me all the knowledge,
I'll seek life's true image
So let me stand in your presence,
while i make up for my absence
Because the past was indeed poor,
and temptation shook and lured
This simple man who lives,
ask the presence and your dreams
Saturday, May 7, 2011
I Lost the Light
I lost the light that gave words,
the rays that shed color in this mind
I lost the shine and gave in the murks,
the spark that made things right
The dimmest light that I've treasured,
left my sight and was lost for good
The darkness meant my life is pressured,
and I stand, in grave, one of my foot
I lost the light that gave me the world,
the beams penetrate my lonely heart
I lost the fire that gave me warmth,
and left me to torn apart
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
I Lift My Cross of Worries
With all of my strength,
I lift my cross of worries
With all of my pain,
I carry all my stories
I walk the crooked path,
straight to a mountain
And their I shall taste,
the water of the everlasting fountain
With all of my hope,
I lift my cross of worries
With all of my dedication,
I carry all my stories
I lift my cross of worries
With all of my pain,
I carry all my stories
I walk the crooked path,
straight to a mountain
And their I shall taste,
the water of the everlasting fountain
With all of my hope,
I lift my cross of worries
With all of my dedication,
I carry all my stories
The Son's prayer
Lord I ask nothing in return,
you gave me this cup to drink
I accept it and bear it,
all their trials and defeat
You gave me power to change,
the minds of people
You gave me strength to deliver,
and take their souls out of the rubble
But you gave me the hardest mission,
that any other men would not endure
To spill my blood and die,
so their faith would be lured
Indeed; I'm the fisher of men,
with my words they say "Amen"
But in the middle of all trials,
their curses amends
O lord your love is truly great,
through my passion their lives are saved
I'm ready to take your heavy task,
there's nothing more I could not ask
you gave me this cup to drink
I accept it and bear it,
all their trials and defeat
You gave me power to change,
the minds of people
You gave me strength to deliver,
and take their souls out of the rubble
But you gave me the hardest mission,
that any other men would not endure
To spill my blood and die,
so their faith would be lured
Indeed; I'm the fisher of men,
with my words they say "Amen"
But in the middle of all trials,
their curses amends
O lord your love is truly great,
through my passion their lives are saved
I'm ready to take your heavy task,
there's nothing more I could not ask
Why Should I Mourn?
Why should I mourn?
when he lived his life alone
He traveled all of the lands,
and crossed the dessert sands
Why should I mourn?
when crossed the line alone
For he ate the finest rice,
treated us like little mice
Why should I mourn?
when left me to grow alone
Now his flesh is eaten away,
my sentiments are not of gray
For splendorous time he enjoyed,
and the responsibilities he avoids
Why should I mourn?
when his own blood already sworn
when he lived his life alone
He traveled all of the lands,
and crossed the dessert sands
Why should I mourn?
when crossed the line alone
For he ate the finest rice,
treated us like little mice
Why should I mourn?
when left me to grow alone
Now his flesh is eaten away,
my sentiments are not of gray
For splendorous time he enjoyed,
and the responsibilities he avoids
Why should I mourn?
when his own blood already sworn
Saturday, April 9, 2011
A Piece of Frustration
Despite the humiliation,
I stood still and mighty
But your arrogance,
created a new identity
The love I felt melted,
disappeared and evaporated
I seek change and renewal,
I reject the tormented
I realized that you are just girl,
who enjoys life to the fullest
But ignored everything,
and became the dumbest
I stood still and mighty
But your arrogance,
created a new identity
The love I felt melted,
disappeared and evaporated
I seek change and renewal,
I reject the tormented
I realized that you are just girl,
who enjoys life to the fullest
But ignored everything,
and became the dumbest
Sunday, March 27, 2011
I Left That Book Unfinished
I read the part of this book,
and saw the pain in its stories
All the things blew apart,
leaving the author in worries
Every pages seems to be cursed,
and dead words filled the air
The pen stroked blood on paper,
the chills came when I saw the pair
I threw the book into the open,
leaving no comments about it
I let it burn on it's guilt,
left alone in the bottomless pit
No words can describe the contents,
all happiness and glory ended
I left that book unfinished,
Before this mind goes stranded
and saw the pain in its stories
All the things blew apart,
leaving the author in worries
Every pages seems to be cursed,
and dead words filled the air
The pen stroked blood on paper,
the chills came when I saw the pair
I threw the book into the open,
leaving no comments about it
I let it burn on it's guilt,
left alone in the bottomless pit
No words can describe the contents,
all happiness and glory ended
I left that book unfinished,
Before this mind goes stranded
Sunday, March 20, 2011
The Oak Tree
Once this oak tree stood,
withstand the rains and day
Held it's arm wide and open,
thanked God and solemnly prayed
It witnessed the aging earth,
and saw its battles and wraths
But it also saw the birth,
of the covenant's sons
All of these withered with leaves,
as the modern winds blew
Once so majestic and tall,
stands in this world full of hue
withstand the rains and day
Held it's arm wide and open,
thanked God and solemnly prayed
It witnessed the aging earth,
and saw its battles and wraths
But it also saw the birth,
of the covenant's sons
All of these withered with leaves,
as the modern winds blew
Once so majestic and tall,
stands in this world full of hue
Monday, March 14, 2011
Remembering The Veterans
They've traveled the roads we traveled,
walk on the same sand and gravel
Their weapons are nearly faded,
but there's a lot of skulls it labeled
They raged against the heat of the sun,
they find no time to play and have fun
For the enemies hides under the shadows of the earth,
spreading evil and all the things absurd
This noble men who have valor and integrity,
fought against the corrupted and animosity
As we venture our way to war,
we remember this men who fought for the lord
For their legacy withstand time,
and their name are putted on the line
walk on the same sand and gravel
Their weapons are nearly faded,
but there's a lot of skulls it labeled
They raged against the heat of the sun,
they find no time to play and have fun
For the enemies hides under the shadows of the earth,
spreading evil and all the things absurd
This noble men who have valor and integrity,
fought against the corrupted and animosity
As we venture our way to war,
we remember this men who fought for the lord
For their legacy withstand time,
and their name are putted on the line
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Clueless
A man wearing a blue coat,
or a boy who plays ball reckless
She left my mind hanging,
and now I'm clueless
Maybe it's distant friend,
from her native land
An admirer in distress,
seeking a helping hand
A stalker in the campus,
or walker of miles
Until now I can't resolve,
how she stabbed me with a lance
A close friend of mine,
or my arch enemy
She still left me hanging,
and now I'm still clueless
or a boy who plays ball reckless
She left my mind hanging,
and now I'm clueless
Maybe it's distant friend,
from her native land
An admirer in distress,
seeking a helping hand
A stalker in the campus,
or walker of miles
Until now I can't resolve,
how she stabbed me with a lance
A close friend of mine,
or my arch enemy
She still left me hanging,
and now I'm still clueless
Friday, March 11, 2011
Under the Midst of the Night Sky
Under the midst of the night sky,
I look upon the stars that fall and die
Little by little the light fades away,
slowly the darkness eats the rays
A tear drops for every fall,
seeing dead stars as they toll
Once majestic and the brightest,
lost faith and turned the dimmest
All the auras was once in her loving arms,
they left when they heard of the raging wars
So under the the midst of the night sky,
all the spirits came and died
I look upon the stars that fall and die
Little by little the light fades away,
slowly the darkness eats the rays
A tear drops for every fall,
seeing dead stars as they toll
Once majestic and the brightest,
lost faith and turned the dimmest
All the auras was once in her loving arms,
they left when they heard of the raging wars
So under the the midst of the night sky,
all the spirits came and died
Friday, March 4, 2011
I Lost The Strength and The Power
I lost the strength and power,
when everything seems well
I search the missing thunder,
the symptoms I couldn't tell
I lost the strength and the power,
and stand like a lowly tower
I search the missing laughter,
to replace all the anger
I lost the strength and power,
and rhythm seems to fade
I run from the lonely hour,
to seek where my sanity has lade
Sunday, February 27, 2011
The Peaceful Revolution
1986- The year when this country was liberated from the grip of dictatorship through a peaceful revolution. A revolution that urged the sense of freedom to the whole world making the Philippines as the inspiration for the other countries to bring to their own land the sweet breeze of freedom. During those times, Europe was divided by the iron curtain that the communist regime set up to prevent western ideas to enter their land. At that time also, the CPP-NPA, a pro-communism movement; was threatening the regime of Marcos, thus, the former enacted the Presidential Proclamation No. 1081; putting the entire country into Marshall Law.
Even though his intentions were good, Marcos abused the use of Marshall Law by necking the rights of the people (an example of this abuse is the abolishing of the Writ of Habeas Corpuz). The people became very careful of the things that express about the government. If they were to speak against the regime, they would face the inhumane consequences. The fear of death ruled over the people for 20 years of the Marcos regime.
Benigno Simeon ''Ninoy'' Aquino Jr.- The man who sparked the sense of freedom and change to the Filipino People during those dark times of dictatorship. Marcos treated Aquino as threat to his administration and he tried all means to oppress him and make him as one of his allies. When all else failed,and Aquino's declining health, Marcos decided to exile Ninoy to the states where the former stayed for 3 years with his family. During this years, Aquino fueled the minds of the people for change,urging them to fight for what they believe in as he did back in the Philippines. After this, Ninoy decided to go back to his fatherland to continue the fight against the regime.Aquino did return to the country; but he only lived for a few minutes after arriving-He was assassinated.
Aquino's death made the people very furious against the administration. Corazon Aquino, Ninoy's widow, became the representative of the masses against Marcos. She participated in the snap elections that Marcos cheated to win. Due to the threats they've received from the Regime, Juan Ponce Enrile and Gen. Fidel Ramos turned their loyalty from Marcos.
Everything seems to be ready for a civil war, but that didn't happened. Instead a peaceful revolution occurred. A revolution that changed the Philippines we know today.
So as citizens of this country, we should be proud of our people did for the sake of freedom and democracy. We should apply it in our every day lives, and teach it to the future generations to come.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
The Rose Arch
Under the rose arch we went,
to see if this two worlds can mend
We swore eternal promises,
and faced all the challenges
Under the rose arch we went,
to give our hearts as we lend
We gave sweet words and accolades,
and made a lot of beautiful charades
But as the ages reached it's toll,
that rose arch came to fall
Letting those promises die,
and disappeared without a sign
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
The Words Made Me Smile
The words made me smile,
but it left the bitterness
There was a chance,
but no escaping sadness
I think I had the done good,
but still I'm disappointed
I can live happily today,
but nothing is attracted
Maybe I'm not that ready,
and the time is to early
But like a wandering pigeon,
I'll calling that heart as home
but it left the bitterness
There was a chance,
but no escaping sadness
I think I had the done good,
but still I'm disappointed
I can live happily today,
but nothing is attracted
Maybe I'm not that ready,
and the time is to early
But like a wandering pigeon,
I'll calling that heart as home
Monday, February 14, 2011
Desencantado
When I decided to move,
It suddenly flew away
Carrying all my chances,
I was abashed and dismayed
If it's true that all things attract,
and all things collide together
Then all of this dreams and fantasies,
I give it by a sweet surrender
Time came to early this moment,
and all the things seems to be gentle
But to point out the facts in this story,
someone must go and enter
It's sad to see a butterfly flew,
away from that sunset sky
But if nothingness is coming,
there's no more choice than to die
It suddenly flew away
Carrying all my chances,
I was abashed and dismayed
If it's true that all things attract,
and all things collide together
Then all of this dreams and fantasies,
I give it by a sweet surrender
Time came to early this moment,
and all the things seems to be gentle
But to point out the facts in this story,
someone must go and enter
It's sad to see a butterfly flew,
away from that sunset sky
But if nothingness is coming,
there's no more choice than to die
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Gently; the Questions Rage
Who is the coward?
The one who sees awkward
Who makes every move as critical,
and makes his days radical
Why is he a coward?
The one who make things awkward
He makes a lot of excuses,
but inside his helpless
When will he be brave?
when the wind hits him in the face
Gently; the questions rage,
when will he be saved?
The one who sees awkward
Who makes every move as critical,
and makes his days radical
Why is he a coward?
The one who make things awkward
He makes a lot of excuses,
but inside his helpless
When will he be brave?
when the wind hits him in the face
Gently; the questions rage,
when will he be saved?
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
The Rotten Tomorrow
If the wise men said proverbs,
today; only priest calls them wise
For now we enter a world,
where the people are demised
Charity is now only a myth,
for the wealth is to scarce
Even the tinniest grain of wheat,
will be gone if the moment's harsh
In times you seek comfort,
some people calls you forgotten
But when that time came to them,
they couldn't carry the burden
If this is will go on in the future,
there will be no chance for them,
For the plant that we planted,
is bearing a rotten fruit to lend
today; only priest calls them wise
For now we enter a world,
where the people are demised
Charity is now only a myth,
for the wealth is to scarce
Even the tinniest grain of wheat,
will be gone if the moment's harsh
In times you seek comfort,
some people calls you forgotten
But when that time came to them,
they couldn't carry the burden
If this is will go on in the future,
there will be no chance for them,
For the plant that we planted,
is bearing a rotten fruit to lend
Finding a True Friend
Look and you shall never see,
a friend that is truly trust worthy
Who stand by your side in a calamity,
and helps you when in time you're worried
For this world had vomited a lot of demons,
that stab you at the back on collision
If you do found someone you can trust,
never let go of that meaningful bond
For this world is full of traitors,
and a friend shall be our saviors
a friend that is truly trust worthy
Who stand by your side in a calamity,
and helps you when in time you're worried
For this world had vomited a lot of demons,
that stab you at the back on collision
If you do found someone you can trust,
never let go of that meaningful bond
For this world is full of traitors,
and a friend shall be our saviors
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Why?
Why do I feel this pain?
I've never gone so insane
Just words of love,
but no action to move
Why do I have this chains?
I've never in lanes
Just a peek of attraction,
but no sence of emotion
Why do I stand in rain?
the weather is just plain
If this things is indeed true,
Why do I have to prove?
I've never gone so insane
Just words of love,
but no action to move
Why do I have this chains?
I've never in lanes
Just a peek of attraction,
but no sence of emotion
Why do I stand in rain?
the weather is just plain
If this things is indeed true,
Why do I have to prove?
I Took a Pencil and a Paper
Abashed and forgotten,
I wrote things to be saddened
Every pencil stroke sees my sorrow,
to a piece of paper I write tomorrow
The beating of my heart seems endless,
and this world can't get enough of the madness
I took a pencil to write everything down,
but my face is still showing a frown
They labeled me as the coward,
and it took me to the awkwards
I took a piece of paper to write it down,
but my face is still showing a frown
All the things are torn apart,
singing with the melody of a broken heart
I've thought of giving everything up,
yet a force kept me to be tough
So as I took a pencil and a paper,
I remember all the things of the latter
I'll wrote all it's complications,
and maybe I'll get all the reasons
I wrote things to be saddened
Every pencil stroke sees my sorrow,
to a piece of paper I write tomorrow
The beating of my heart seems endless,
and this world can't get enough of the madness
I took a pencil to write everything down,
but my face is still showing a frown
They labeled me as the coward,
and it took me to the awkwards
I took a piece of paper to write it down,
but my face is still showing a frown
All the things are torn apart,
singing with the melody of a broken heart
I've thought of giving everything up,
yet a force kept me to be tough
So as I took a pencil and a paper,
I remember all the things of the latter
I'll wrote all it's complications,
and maybe I'll get all the reasons
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
On My Special Day
On my special day,
I ask no celebration
No wine and parties,
no turmoil and obsession
On my special day,
I ask no material gift
No necklace or rings,
no objects and scenes
On my special day,
I ask no glory
Only thy love is worthy,
and begin a new journey
I ask no celebration
No wine and parties,
no turmoil and obsession
On my special day,
I ask no material gift
No necklace or rings,
no objects and scenes
On my special day,
I ask no glory
Only thy love is worthy,
and begin a new journey
February
Roses and perfumes,
everywhere and it blooms
Sweet words are thrown,
sharp thorns are shown
Chocolates and poems,
gifts that everyone assume
All the grounds are set,
for this love they bet
Answers and success,
fills the air and obsessed
February in indeed here,
and only love we hold dear
everywhere and it blooms
Sweet words are thrown,
sharp thorns are shown
Chocolates and poems,
gifts that everyone assume
All the grounds are set,
for this love they bet
Answers and success,
fills the air and obsessed
February in indeed here,
and only love we hold dear
Who Is This Person?
Who is this person,
that seeks your attention?
The one who sits a meter away,
but walks a mile to see your face
Who walks on spikes and thorns,
and heard a lot of false sworn
Who is this person,
that seeks your attention?
The one who talks to enigmas,
and prays for some magic dust
Who slowly die in vain,
and lives on a world that rains
Who is this person,
Who seeks your attention?
Friday, January 28, 2011
The Lines Drew Back
I went crazy to find out,
yet the lines drew back
I guessed for the clue,
but the lines went back
I wondered for so long,
then it's me all along
I endured the paranoia,
but I'm the solution all along
I was happy to know,
that the lines drew back
I'm ready to move,
because the line drew back
yet the lines drew back
I guessed for the clue,
but the lines went back
I wondered for so long,
then it's me all along
I endured the paranoia,
but I'm the solution all along
I was happy to know,
that the lines drew back
I'm ready to move,
because the line drew back
Monday, January 24, 2011
It Could Have Been Something
I'm afraid to face you,
and let this moments past
But I'm sorry because,
it could have been something
All the days that I've wasted,
all the weeks that I've been waited
But all of that went to nothing,
it could have been something
Now you lost faith in me,
and searched another sea
I keep telling myself now,
it could have been something
Now I hold a sharp knife,
I'll cut my waiting veins
And my final words would be:
"It could have been something"
and let this moments past
But I'm sorry because,
it could have been something
All the days that I've wasted,
all the weeks that I've been waited
But all of that went to nothing,
it could have been something
Now you lost faith in me,
and searched another sea
I keep telling myself now,
it could have been something
Now I hold a sharp knife,
I'll cut my waiting veins
And my final words would be:
"It could have been something"
She Has My Heart
When she's far away,
it makes my whole world gray,
My heart is hers to have,
in return I got the lonely half
She has my heart to have,
I'll throw all my hatchet
I'm her longing servant,
for she left with no goodbye
She has my heart to have,
with all my humble request
I'm her longing servant,
for she left with no goodbye
it makes my whole world gray,
My heart is hers to have,
in return I got the lonely half
She has my heart to have,
I'll throw all my hatchet
I'm her longing servant,
for she left with no goodbye
She has my heart to have,
with all my humble request
I'm her longing servant,
for she left with no goodbye
Sunday, January 23, 2011
You're Lonely Indeed
You sit by the blue bay,
the lights hit you like rays
But you don't get the beauty,
all you have is poison ivies
Maybe the weather is well,
but clouds came at the sight
You attract them by your side,
it seems you don't feel nice
You have no friends to confront,
no sugar and spice to talk to
You're very lonely indeed,
you're lonely indeed
the lights hit you like rays
But you don't get the beauty,
all you have is poison ivies
Maybe the weather is well,
but clouds came at the sight
You attract them by your side,
it seems you don't feel nice
You have no friends to confront,
no sugar and spice to talk to
You're very lonely indeed,
you're lonely indeed
Left Alone
When the end is near,
whom shall I embrace?
An empty and vacant space,
beside me there's no pace
The heaven felled down,
where's my guardian angel?
Airless days and deep space
beside me there's no place
The demons are approaching,
who shall come and rescue thee?
Icy winds and meaningless kiss,
beside me there's the abyss
Where have you gone to,
when this time I need you?
You left me to die alone,
and let all my love go to waste
Sentiments of a Quiter
If you've already decided,
then it's time for me to end it
Since your the boss of me,
I'll really have to agree
You want something else,
no problem; I'm done making tales
Only your words suppress me,
now you ending my agony
But if you have any doubt,
I'll be there to cheer you up
I'll be ready for your decision,
then be ready to seek refuge
then it's time for me to end it
Since your the boss of me,
I'll really have to agree
You want something else,
no problem; I'm done making tales
Only your words suppress me,
now you ending my agony
But if you have any doubt,
I'll be there to cheer you up
I'll be ready for your decision,
then be ready to seek refuge
Friday, January 21, 2011
What is Love?
"What is love"-a question that we hear every now and then. People just can't get the meaning of love. They interpret through a red rose and a box of the finest chocolate; or the sweetest words of a man who courts woman.Teenagers are known for interpreting love in wildest ways; so wild that sometimes their immature hearts get so vulnerable to break easily. Indeed, What is Love?
For the past few months, I experienced an awkward feeling. Everything's seems to be hanging in the balance and Ideas came rushing into my empty mind. All the things I do seems to be connected in someway to a person I know. Everyday was indeed a mystery for me. Anxiety whispers different words to make me very-very paranoid. As a result I try to avoid that person to see if I really have that "feeling". But that move became very awkward and inconvenient. I moved very far away that instead of bringing the good vibes, Anxiety; again, began to whisper. For the first time in my life I felt true love. But it pains me to tell that it seems I'm already late to do something about it; for she already likes someone else. Now, everyday seems to be another day of nothingness. No inspiration, just guilt and bitterness.
What is love?- I define as a thorn that makes a man weak and woman stronger. It niches it's way into one's heart only to give it either joy or sorrow. It is also a powerful source of both negative and positive inspirations that makes a man a being that is difficult to understand. Love is indeed an emotion that spices up the lives of people who feels it. And only the lucky ones get the total gift of being in love.
What is love?- I define as a thorn that makes a man weak and woman stronger. It niches it's way into one's heart only to give it either joy or sorrow. It is also a powerful source of both negative and positive inspirations that makes a man a being that is difficult to understand. Love is indeed an emotion that spices up the lives of people who feels it. And only the lucky ones get the total gift of being in love.
The Song of a Mourning Mother
Songs are for laments,
for all the missing fragments
Only the winter sky above,
covers the flying doves
Like that cold December,
the whole world turned around her
She was wrecked as a loner,
now she's going to be a goner
Like a vanishing shadow,
it took her to sorrow
She looks at her daughter,
with tears of a mourning mother
Her angel flew high above,
she look sad and she sobbed
As the world looked on,
she wrote a wonderful song
A song that expressed,
all her sorrowful laments
A song for all the mothers,
and the offering of all the flowers
Monday, January 10, 2011
Ang Lubid ng Panata
Ang lubid ng panata,
na nag bibigay pagasa
Sa aming bisig papasanin,
ang lahat ng hiling at mithiin
Ang lubid ng panata,
na nag bibigay pagasa
Sa aming isip sasambitin,
ang ngalan ng panginoong mahal
Sa pinaka malayong pook,
ako'y iyong tinawag
Sa oras ng pagbubuklod
ako'y iyong sinama
Ang lubid ng panata,
na nag bibigay pagasa
Sa aming bisig papasanin,
ang aming hiling at mithiin
na nag bibigay pagasa
Sa aming bisig papasanin,
ang lahat ng hiling at mithiin
Ang lubid ng panata,
na nag bibigay pagasa
Sa aming isip sasambitin,
ang ngalan ng panginoong mahal
Sa pinaka malayong pook,
ako'y iyong tinawag
Sa oras ng pagbubuklod
ako'y iyong sinama
Ang lubid ng panata,
na nag bibigay pagasa
Sa aming bisig papasanin,
ang aming hiling at mithiin
Friday, January 7, 2011
El corazón vengativa
If the past hunts again,
this heart will fight to gain
The loneliness will end now,
all the worries will see no frown
It's time to take back,
all the weeks that I lacked
We'll see what fate tells,
as this fighting hear yells
This avenging heart assures,
that all the fears fade insure
It's time to walk before the light,
there's no need for that gentle night
this heart will fight to gain
The loneliness will end now,
all the worries will see no frown
It's time to take back,
all the weeks that I lacked
We'll see what fate tells,
as this fighting hear yells
This avenging heart assures,
that all the fears fade insure
It's time to walk before the light,
there's no need for that gentle night
Monday, January 3, 2011
Lihim
Kung iisipin mo lang ngayon,
wala naman talagang saysay
Bakit nga ba ngayon iba,
kaysa nung unang pagkikita?
Hindi sisnasadyang hamakin,
dila ko'y biglang na bitin
Kaya't walang nang nangyari
ng sabihin ang aking lihim
Kung minsan ako'y nagsisi,
at talagang napapaisip
Lihim na aking itinago,
ay naging mitsa ng paglaho
Kung bakit ko pa nasabi,
ang lahat ng aking damdamin
Kung mauulit lang sana,
ang kahapong lumpas na
Mas mabuti pa 'ata,
na kinikim na lang sakin
Ang lihim na pagtingin,
ang s'yang nagpabitin
wala naman talagang saysay
Bakit nga ba ngayon iba,
kaysa nung unang pagkikita?
Hindi sisnasadyang hamakin,
dila ko'y biglang na bitin
Kaya't walang nang nangyari
ng sabihin ang aking lihim
Kung minsan ako'y nagsisi,
at talagang napapaisip
Lihim na aking itinago,
ay naging mitsa ng paglaho
Kung bakit ko pa nasabi,
ang lahat ng aking damdamin
Kung mauulit lang sana,
ang kahapong lumpas na
Mas mabuti pa 'ata,
na kinikim na lang sakin
Ang lihim na pagtingin,
ang s'yang nagpabitin
The Warrior Lived
Cold winds; go away,
stop making me gray
I'm now ready to face,
all of my pending race
Stalking vultures; fly away,
this man isn't going to die today
He's now ready to live,
without anything to give
As long as the figure stands,
I'll make all the demands
Let me seek all my wrath,
that was lost during war
stop making me gray
I'm now ready to face,
all of my pending race
Stalking vultures; fly away,
this man isn't going to die today
He's now ready to live,
without anything to give
As long as the figure stands,
I'll make all the demands
Let me seek all my wrath,
that was lost during war
Lament and Prophecy
Let the heavens cry again,
for it's sons didn't ascend
Let her tears fall on their faces,
and summon the remaining races
If the devil consumed their faith,
summon the remaining saints
Give them the fruit of the vine,
and let the others go and die
Let the the heavens close it's gates,
for it is open for a lot faint faiths
Let all the angels hold their swords,
and cut the demon's long throat
If the Lord can't save them now,
summon the wolves to hunt them out
Give them the bitterness they deserve,
and let them fall into the hell and burn
Sunday, January 2, 2011
The Forgotten Name
Like a morning prayer,
I call your forgotten name
In the east and the south,
where the winds could route
On a steep mountain,
I shout your forgotten name
Even if only echoes return,
the love I have will burn
Like a crying mother,
I call your forgotten name
Even if tears make me surrender,
I'll see you and I'll truly remember
Your forgotten name; I know,
when others didn't remember
You left and was abandoned,
Now I seek you for your comfort
I call your forgotten name
In the east and the south,
where the winds could route
On a steep mountain,
I shout your forgotten name
Even if only echoes return,
the love I have will burn
Like a crying mother,
I call your forgotten name
Even if tears make me surrender,
I'll see you and I'll truly remember
Your forgotten name; I know,
when others didn't remember
You left and was abandoned,
Now I seek you for your comfort
Saturday, January 1, 2011
I Would Write Your Name
If life has a meaning,
I would write your name
For you lived without noticing,
the love I gave and my meaning
If life has problem,
I would write your name
For you spent your years,
with all of my tears
If life will be ending,
I would write your name
To every pedestals in my life,
I would write your name
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