It Could Have Been Something

I'm afraid to face you,
and let this moments past
But I'm sorry because,
it could have been something

All the days that I've wasted,
all the weeks that I've been waited
But all of that went to nothing,
it could have been something

Now you lost faith in me,
and searched another sea
I keep telling myself now,
it could have been something

Now I hold a sharp knife,
I'll cut my waiting veins
And my final words would be:
"It could have been something"