When Two Worlds Collide

When two worlds collide,
different spirits unite
The collision of worlds,
gives the meaning to the words

When two worlds collide,
aspirations go to flight
The unity of worlds,
gives peace as it turns

The collision of these two,
marks the beginning of the new
The collision of this two,
marks the ending of the due

December Bliss

I feel that cold wind again,

the happiness that it sends

The weather getting chilly,

the air is getting windy

Lights blink from here to there,

children choirs are already flared

The streets are filled with people,

like the sea floor in ripples

Once again hope is in the air,

the sight of all the glare

Once we fell it's wrath,

the magic is within us

Your Wingless Angel

I walk besides you,

as you go with your life

I stand in front of you,

when you need to fight

You tell me secrets; I wont tell,

I give kisses and love spells

I give you a hug; you give smiles,

You give me songs and butterflies

I'll be here laughing,

at jokes you come up with

I'll be there smiling,

at the clouds you been hiding

I'm your wingless angel; ready to protect,

to make you happy is my mission effect

You're my mortal master; I'll be your hero,

to be with you is my greatest adventure

All Eyes On Me

When I make a move,

their eyes looks at me

Waiting for that single flaw,

that makes a scene of awe

They make me look good,

they make me look bad

As long as they are atop of me,

I can't make any demands

When I make a gesture,

they wink to surprise me

Waiting for that simple mistake,

that will determine my fate

They make me laugh,

they make me cry

As long as I'm living,

all eyes are on me

As It Seems

Intimate as it seems,

you shall never agree

You blocked every passage,

I can't get any message

Lovely as it seems,

you shall never see

I gave you my heart,

then you broke me apart

Happy as it seems,

you shall never be

We were good friends then,

when love entered it soon ends

The Cherub

In times you seek refuge,

you'll see standing in front of you

You'll never see my face,

but you'll feel my presence

The feeling of eternity fills you,

and I'll make a better view

You're worries will end,

I'll straighten out the bends

You're protected under thy wings,

there's no need to shed another tear

I'll bring you to a better place,

where you can see the holy face

I'll be standing here if you need me,

and I'm ready to feel your agony

As long as you're alone and wondering,

my arms are ready for your safety

My Explanation on Certain Things About The Title and The Entries

The start of the school year was a real circus for some students(That includes me). On the first day of college I felt mixed emotions. New faces means new friends and enemies, and by that I was in need of a companion. Luckily for me I found a few trust worthy people. They gave their first impression and I was really looking forward to meet them.

During the prelims period, I felt love but it was so immature that I became more concentrated on my studies. I said to myself that going into a relationship in this early could affect my performance in the long run. And because of that, I didn't executed my plans to court that girl (Even though I made a lot of impressions just to make her see and feel what I feel for her which is evident from my last blog entries for the month of August to November). Many people asked me about the title of this blog site: The Journey of a Young Educator. They said that the title was not synonymous to the entries that I post to the site. In addition to that, they told me to change the title to a much more complex one than to stick with the incumbent title( They commented on the title because all of the entries was all about love, rejection, anguish, fear, and death. The Title says about the journey of an educator but all the entries couldn't describe a typical student-teacher's life). In response, I told them that I'm just sharing my experiences and outlooks in my college life and I don't mean that all the education students are experiencing the same fate as mine. Thus, I'm still going to use the title

Many people asked: "why are you doing poems instead of a straight forward entry about what you feel?" I said to them that in poems I can hide certain facts that are not meant for all the readers of the blog. For example, the poem "None shall be spoken" can be interpreted to other people, but I've been able to put the name of the person I want to court. If you're asking where did I put the name, examine the 3rd and 4th stanza of the poem. look at the first letters of each line. It will reveal the name that I've been mentioning in that poem

In the future I will create another entry to explain certain things in this blog. Hope everyone could support me while I venture the life of an educator

Things To Do (Not sequenced)

At childhood days....
1. Learn to speak and write
2. Play some games
3. Be happy with parents company
4. Play with other children
5. Be healthy and be happy

At Teenage years....
1. Find a girl/boyfriend
2. Get along with friends
3. Follow the trends
4. Study hard
5. Have fun

At Legal age....
1. Find a job
2. Get married
3. Have a family
At Parental years....
1. Send children to school
2. Teach moral values to children
3. Keep the family away from harm
4. Strengthen family ties
5. Feed the family
6. Find a better community to live in
At Senior years....
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
(What will be the things that we should do when we come to our senior years?)

Close Your Eyes

When things seems to be bad,
close your eyes; don't be sad
If things got out of hand,
think of good times in the past

When pain seems to worst,
close your eyes; it won't burst
These things will pass and fade,
in this world of charades

The world seems unfair,
but you'll sit on a better chair
Think that you are not alone,
they'll watch even their gone

Close your eyes for awhile,
and see peaceful darkness arise
While you close the window of the soul,
everything will go with the flow

The Ending Light

Once in a glorious night,
I saw that shining light
It gave me a beautiful sight,
as I go gentle into the night

The rays hits my face,
a signal to end my race
For that light signify,
the end of this life

But before I went up,
I looked back and relapsed
Will I continue to go,
when I left a lot of problems?

For Years to Come

You wait for years to come,
fighting for the same old sun
You're like a lamb who seeks,
a shepherd to be loved

For this years opportunities arise,
but you rather stay behind
You kept your promise in the past,
that everyone will come at last

You've said a dozen words of moving on,
but still you walk on the same door
Till' you achieve your total prize,
you'll see nothing but skies

Due to this journey you take,
you wasted a lot of stakes
You didn't even bother to look,
for new and alternative route

What if you reached that place,
but you're rejected in pace
All you're sacrifice was for nothing,
then you'll realize something

That many good people came around you,
and you didn't bother to look
Then had an epiphany,
that you'll be lonely and in misery

The Last Time I Saw Your Face

The last time I saw you,
there was a peaceful sight
The mourning ended at last,
when I glimpsed at the past

The last time I saw you,
there was a perfect view
The restlessness ended at last,
when I completed the task

The last time I saw your face,
there was a meaningful goodbye
There was a tear of sadness,
when I left this world of madness

The Missing Boy

One day I'll be going,
to a place of stability
You'll search me everywhere,
but you'll never see me

You'll call out my name,
but no one will answer
You'll go to my sanctuaries,
but you'll see no entity

Then begin to wonder,
if I'm still around
You'll ask my closest friends,
but they don't even have a clue

You'll ask yourself,
where did that boy go?
Is he gone to another place?
Or just hiding near me?

But the truth is I'm watching you,
from the time you wake up ti'll night
I 'll guard you even though I'm gone,
and I'll be your eternal guardian

I Write Everything In The Sand

I write everything in the sand,
so no one could see all my demands
I would rather keep it to myself,
than let them know the sorrows inside

I write everything in sand,
so no one could see all my fears
I would rather keep it to myself,
than let them know the aches inside

I write everything in sand,
so no one could comfort the pains
I would rather keep it to myself,
than let them know my secrets

Because as the wind blows,
the sand goes along
bringing all my worries to different place
and giving my whole world the same old face

Till' Death Comes Around

The things we consider,
are temporary procedures
All the days that we spend,
will fade as it ends

For the soulless entity,
everything's a necessity
The bloodless bleeding ends,
with all the amends

The sadness that we felt,
will be over as we tell
The stories of our lives,
which we cherish as we ride

Till' death comes around,
we will hear the same sound
The lives that we spent today,
is about to end someday

Restlessness

In the middle the night,
a swirling question arise
A decision I can't answer,
fills my head and it conquers

I tried to run away,
but the spirit kept me gray
It made me tired of this situation,
I can't get any conclusion

It affects my mind and heart,
and slowly it breaks me apart
I can't have an answer from above,
is it hate or is it love?

Linked

We live above the same earth,
and breath the same air
We walk the same grounds,
and felt the feeling of despair

We drink the same waters,
and seek the same persons
We take the same journey,
and feel the same agony

Then why is it impossible,
for us to get along?
Is there a factor to be considered,
a law to be frequently uttered

Why does faith keep us apart,
when the comparison is quite enough?
Will you be happy alone,
when no one wants to be with you anymore?

Waiting Game

Every now and then we play,
a game that takes a lot of stakes
We tend to play alone,
and forgets that life goes along

If we lose this game,
we suffer tremendous pain
If we win this game,
our happiness go off the lane

But this game takes time,
and you'll see yourself at the prime
Are you willing to play,
the infamous waiting game?

Stay A Little Bit Longer

I see myself standing,
in thin air and hoping
I saw an opportunity arise,
with glorious reward and prize

My conscience tells me,
to stay a little bit longer
He tells me to wait a little more,
to see the outcome and the norm

If things gets more interesting,
then I have a reason to stay
All I ask is your love,
So I can stay a little bit longer

I see you slowly emerging,
at the horizon every sun rise
I see a figure of hope,
waiting to be couped

If things gets more realistic,
then I have a reason to live
All I ask is your love,
So I can stay a little bit longer

I Love The Way You Kill Me

Every drop of blood,
is a satisfying sight to see
To see me bleed and suffer,
a harmony of long agony

I love the way you kill me,
slowly and gently you stab me
I love the way you kill me,
silently you hurt me

Every drop of tears,
is a satisfying scene to be
To see me cry in pain and agony,
a melody of long anguish

I love the way you kill me,
slowly and gently you impale me
I love the way you kill me,
silently you kill me

Your Backup

I'll send you a message,
of support and care
I'll help you carry the burden,
of worries and despair

For I also suffered your faith,
but I rejected all the hate
Those times were to treasure,
Even though there is a lot of pressure

I'll send you all my help,
with the support and care
I'll help you to ease the pain,
that left you gasping insane

For I also endured your situation,
but lived without any objection
Those events were to be kept,
inside this heart that is set

I'll send you my heart,
and hope you'll never reject
I'll help you recover,
from the pain that was left

For I also need you,
because you are my catalyst
Those things I endure,
is also because of you

KWL

Knowledge; I seek you now,
never let me go away
You give the face I need,
to make my day complete

Wisdom: I need you now,
never let me walk away
With your guidance I'm not astray,
you guide me into a better way

Love; I want you now,
never break me apart
With your voice I follow,
the path away from sorrow

The Days of Long Nights

The days of long nights,
started with your last sign
When everything got old,
you went away to be cold

The days of long nights,
started with the sound of chimes
When everything got torn apart,
you went away into the saddest part

The days of long nights,
started with your last sight
When everything got tiring,
you went away;looking for something inspiring

The Tree

Under a tree I sat,
with all of the things to be sad
The clouds is within this mourning heart,
raining and lightning struck it apart

Under a tree I sat,
with all of the things to be bad
The sun is within this avenging heart,
revenge and anger struck it apart

Under a tree I sat,
with all of the things to be glad
The wind is within this happy heart,
joy and laughter fixed it in place

What If

What if I'm gone,
will someone remember me?
The things I've done,
is just that tragic

What if I'm in pain,
will someone comfort me?
The sorrows I've endured,
and the pain of the torture

What if I'm a lover,
will someone love me too?
The heart that seeks,
a home to be lived

What if I'm happy,
will someone be happy for me?
All the this happiness will waste,
without anyone to share it with

Memoirs of A Teacher

I once lived inside a house,
where all the children played around
I told them of things that would help them,
to live a life of happiness

For years I nurtured their dreams,
and gave them all of their skims
In times their troubled; I give advise,
in times of pranks; I teach discipline

Now I see them walking on stage,
with hands all in praise
I'll miss them very much,
it's time for the next batch

Ang Huling Panunuyo

Kung iyong mamarapatin,
ako sana'y dinggin
Ang aking hinaiing sayo,
di mo batid 'pagkat ika'y malayo

Aking pagibig 'di mo tinanggap,
sa alapaap; ika'y hinahanap
Bawat sulok ng daigdig aking pupuntahan,
upan makapiling ang sya'ng minamahal

Ngunit ng ika'y matagpuan,
ako'y nabigla sa nalaman
Puso mo'y nakalaan sa iba,
halik mo'y dumampi sa iba

Aking puso 'di mo pinahalagahan,
sa mga anino; ako'y gumagala
Bawat luha sa mata'y pinunas,
humuhikbi sa pagkamalas

Natural ba sayo ang makakita,
ng taong nasasaktan?
Walang bahala ka kung magdisisyon,
di mo alam ang tunay na sitwasyon

Kung Ika'y nakakaramdam; maawa ka,
sapagkat ako'y labis na nataranta
Sinugatan mo ko ngunit di mo alam,
baka sa kalaunan ako'y mag paalam

Depressed No More

Cold evening winds from the east,
seems to penetrate deep within him
The days of long nights and sorrow,
can't end without the last call

But for this time he's not afraid,
he walks alone beneath the shadows of gray
He uses the pieces that are left behind,
he will never ask for another rewind

Warm afternoon bliss from the west,
seems to revive the heart within him
The short days of glory and praise,
again he tries to raise

But for this time he's not alone,
for millions alike walks along the light rays
They used the broken pieces that are left behind,
they never asked for another rewind

He felt good for he is not alone,
a lot of them have the same norm
He walks as a loner in a world of goners,
and used all the the strength and power

But for this time he's not weak,
for sometimes he became very meek
He used the broken pieces that are left behind,
he will never ask for another rewind

Lifeline

You've left a huge scar,
and broke this heart apart
The pain was so deep,
I was abashed and left incomplete

When this things got out of hand,
you rejected me and I fell apart
I saw you free and soaring then,
Now I see you with another hand

This letters;I torn apart,
for you left me in pain that's sharp
The nights turned into days,
because my eyes won't stop to glaze

The glory of those sweet days,
turned me down as I pray
Why did you left this feeling alive,
when you've chosen a another lifeline?

I've been suffering from your decision,
now I let myself go into confusion
Flowers that are meant for you,
is now a shadow colored in hue

When the sky turned gray and rained,
I saw no figure of you to be saved
I looked up and started to cry,
does this tears means goodbye?

This poems; I burn it all,
for they have no meaning anymore
The stars fell into the earth,
and my night skies are completely empty

The happiness of those sweet days,
broke me apart as I pray
Why did you left me gasping for air,
for you are my last living lifeline?