The Lines Drew Back

I went crazy to find out,
yet the lines drew back
I guessed for the clue,
but the lines went back

I wondered for so long,
then it's me all along
I endured the paranoia,
but I'm the solution all along

I was happy to know,
that the lines drew back
I'm ready to move,
because the line drew back

It Could Have Been Something

I'm afraid to face you,
and let this moments past
But I'm sorry because,
it could have been something

All the days that I've wasted,
all the weeks that I've been waited
But all of that went to nothing,
it could have been something

Now you lost faith in me,
and searched another sea
I keep telling myself now,
it could have been something

Now I hold a sharp knife,
I'll cut my waiting veins
And my final words would be:
"It could have been something"

She Has My Heart

When she's far away,
it makes my whole world gray,
My heart is hers to have,
in return I got the lonely half

She has my heart to have,
I'll throw all my hatchet
I'm her longing servant,
for she left with no goodbye

She has my heart to have,
with all my humble request
I'm her longing servant,
for she left with no goodbye

You're Lonely Indeed

You sit by the blue bay,
the lights hit you like rays
But you don't get the beauty,
all you have is poison ivies

Maybe the weather is well,
but clouds came at the sight
You attract them by your side,
it seems you don't feel nice

You have no friends to confront,
no sugar and spice to talk to
You're very lonely indeed,
you're lonely indeed

Left Alone

When the end is near,

whom shall I embrace?

An empty and vacant space,

beside me there's no pace

The heaven felled down,

where's my guardian angel?

Airless days and deep space

beside me there's no place

The demons are approaching,

who shall come and rescue thee?

Icy winds and meaningless kiss,

beside me there's the abyss

Where have you gone to,

when this time I need you?

You left me to die alone,

and let all my love go to waste 

Sentiments of a Quiter

If you've already decided,
then it's time for me to end it
Since your the boss of me,
I'll really have to agree

You want something else,
no problem; I'm done making tales
Only your words suppress me,
now you ending my agony

But if you have any doubt,
I'll be there to cheer you up
I'll be ready for your decision,
then be ready to seek refuge 

What is Love?

"What is love"-a question that we hear every now and then. People just can't get the meaning of love. They interpret through a red rose and a box of the finest chocolate; or the sweetest words of a man who courts woman.Teenagers are known for interpreting love in wildest ways; so wild that sometimes their immature hearts get so vulnerable to break easily. Indeed, What is Love?

For the past few months, I experienced an awkward feeling. Everything's seems to be hanging in the balance and Ideas came rushing into my empty mind. All the things I do seems to be connected in someway to a person I know. Everyday was indeed a mystery for me. Anxiety whispers different words to make me very-very paranoid. As a result I try to avoid that person to see if I really have that "feeling". But that move became very awkward and inconvenient. I moved very far away that instead of  bringing the good vibes, Anxiety; again, began to whisper. For the first time in my life I felt true love. But it pains me to tell that it seems I'm already late to do something about it; for she already likes someone else. Now, everyday seems to be another day of nothingness. No inspiration, just guilt and bitterness.

What is love?- I define as a thorn that makes a man weak and woman stronger. It niches it's way into one's heart only to give it either joy or sorrow. It is also a powerful source of both negative and positive inspirations that makes a man a being that is difficult to understand. Love is indeed an emotion that spices up the lives of people who feels it. And only the lucky ones get the total gift of being in love.