Freelancing #22

Malaya ka na mahal at maging masaya,

hindi na mahalaga ang nakaraan.

Buksan mo ang iyong mga mata't tanawin ang umaga,

Alaala nati'y nasa puso at handa nang lumaya.

Humayo ka't taglay ang aking pagmamahal,

Baon mo ang aking mga yakap at halik.

Sa hilaga man o kanluran ang tungo,

aking ititigil na ang labis na pananabik.

Sundin mo ang iyong mga tala at bituin,

sa liwanag nila'y ika'y tumalima.

Ibungad mo sa umaga ang iyong mga matatamis na ngiti,

at iwanan mo sa akin ang iyong sakit at luha.

Malaya ka na mahal at maging masaya,

hindi na mahalaga ang nakaraan.

Buksan mo na iyong mga palad at tanggapin ang tadhana,

Alaala nati'y nasa puso at tanggap nang payapa.

Freelancing #21

Kailan ko masisilayang muli,

mga masasaya't matamis mong ngiti

Aanhin ko ang yaman at salapi,

kung ika'y di ko masilayang muli

Aakyatin ang pinakataas na bundok at lulundag sa pinaka malalim na dagat,

makasama ka lang muli, puso'y asa alapaap

Hiling ko kay Bathala na ako'y kanyang dinggin, ika'y mapalapit sakin at puso'y amuhin.

Hihigit pa sa pag-big ang aking isusukli,

basta't ikay bumalik at hindi na lumisan muli.

Freelancing #20

Oh, my sweet angel and love,

you're my treasure given from above.

The smile and beauty and radiance and all,

makes everyone think and take a harder fall.

Every glance you take is heaven to me,

every word you say is beauty that I can see.

No wonder many hearts aren't that sober,

when they see you, they can't stop to ponder.

Oh, my sweet angel and love,

you're my life and meaning given from above.

The beauty and smile and calmness and all, makes me want to catch myself as I fall.

Freelancing #19

Sa bawat araw na dumaan at lumipas,

alaala mo'y buhay parin at hindi kumukupas.

Tila kahapon lamang noong ika'y aking kayakap, ngayo'y puro dalamhati at hirap ang nakakalap.

Sa bawat oras na dumaan at lumipas,

ako'y nangungulila sayo't sakit ng puso'y ikaw ang lunas.

Walang salita ang hihigit at tutumbas,

sa pangungulila ng pusong inakala ko'y malakas.

Sa bawat gabi na dumaan at lumipas,

tinig mo at yakap ang aking tanging lunas.

Kung nasaan ka man naroroon,

hanap ka pa ng puso sinta.

Mas pinipili pa nitomg tumangis mag-isa,

at hindi ipilit ang saya habang wala ka.

Freelancing #18

If the time came that you need to go,
I have a lot of things I want you to know
Take with you all the love and care I could give,
let my heart and memory be a lasting gift

Before you close the door behind you,
could you kiss me and let me feel it is all true?
I like sweet scent of your hair and sweet smile,
the touch of your lips and all the deep sighs

If the time came that you need to go,
I have a lot of things I want you to know
Take with you all the love and care I could give,
let my heart and memory be my lasting gift

Freelancing #17

I hope this cold and dark night pass and end,
together with wind and rain.
You might not see the messages I send,
all the worries and all the pain.

I glimpse only from afar my dear,
seeing you through a window pane.
A silent voice I have you cannot hear,
the torment and the cold took away what is sane.

With tears held up in my eyes,
I marched and moved on.
All I have is memories so nice,
they keep me so warm as I prone.

Sweet, sweet July mists I pray,
can you please grant my request?
Just give the warmth and love of day,
to rest me from the burden of my quest.

Sweet, sweet July mists I plead,
bring her close to me and cease.
I miss to hear her lovely voice,
the sound of her everlasting peace.

I pray this cold and dark night pass and end,
together with ice and chains .
You might not hear the messages I send,
all my admiration and all my praise.

Anonymously

Hey!

Kamusta na ? :P

I have a lot to say to you even though it would be pointless on for you since I'm nobody to you and my actions does not affect anything to you. But I need to let this out because I have not had any chance to talk to you on this particular matter because all you would say is "kalimutan na yun" or "Hayaan na, wag nang ungkatin uli"

Di man lang kita nakausap nung graduation at halatang ayaw mo ko makausap :D :3

Pero alam mo...

You are my greatest regret and I'll have to admit that the odds are not with me for you. But I ask God fervently, that in time you'll see me and stop by to see how I'm living my life.

All the poems I wrote was about you. All the things I say is about you. The mere weeks you said was not of a big deal, took me almost three years to overcome. You hate, I knew it. Pag gagawa ako ng bagaya na ayaw mo nang gawin ko.

Limang buwan kita nakasama uli, pero wala lang sayo yun, alam ko. Kasi di naman ako parte ng circle mo. May iba akong mundo, sinikap kong humanap ng babaeng katulad mo. Nakita ko naman, pero di naglaon eh mukhang di nya rin kinaya ang ugali ko.

Pero na appriciate ko naman yung mga maliliit na bagay na nagawa mong kala mo simple lang pero napakahalaga sakin dahil ikaw ang gumawa...

Yung pag aya mo sa iba na dalawin ako sa ospital kahit di kayo natuloy....

Yung pag punta mo sa Birthday ko kahit di ka nagtagal kasi sinusundo ka na ng boyfriend mo...

Yung pag bibigay mo sakin dati ng pagkain pag nag iinarte ako...

Marami pa kaso sabihin mo OA nanaman ako kasi para sayo sandali at di naman gaaano ka lalim yun. hahahaha

Anyways, alam ko na sobrang bigat ng mga pinagdadaanan mo and you don't need a person like me to of your burden in any aspect of your life. Walang puwang si Justin na "Pa-chicks" sa buhay mo. Aminado naman ako dun. Gusto mo yung taong kokontrol sa ugali mo at mag kakalinga sayo. Di ko kaya yun :D

Okay na sakin na sabihin mo lahat ng masasamang bagay sakin kasi naging bitter nga rin naman ako sayo ng wala sa lugar. Di ako karpat dapat mag salita against you pero ginawa ko kaya marapat lang na ako'y parusahan dun. Naalala ko nga, me nakapag sabi sakin na natatawa ka na lang pag na aalala mo ko pero that's fine, atleast naalala mo ako :)

Pero alam mo, maraming araw na gusto kong sabihin sayo na sana binigyan mo ako ng pagkakakataon :( Ang sarap mong mahalin at kahit di moko minahal, siguro kay husay mong mag mahal.

Araw-araw ko iniisip yun. At mapipikon ka lang pag nag dada ako tungkol dun. (Kaya wag mo kong punahin pag nagdradrama ako sa post)

I can go on forever sa pag sasalita dito pero the bottomline is I REALLY DO LOVE YOU :) AND I HAVE MISSED YOU AND I WILL MISS YOU AGAIN :(

Awww naluluha ako habang tina type tong lintek na mga letra na to.

Hirap kasi nang nakatanaw na lang palagi sayo. Alam ko namang may pinag dadaanan knag mga bagay bagay na napakalalim kasi alam kong tungkol sa pamilya mo, pero alam mo, mas namamangha ako sa katibayan ng loob mo.

I hope in time you'll mend your heartaches. I wish nothing but happiness and success to you. I hope the one you've chosen to spend your life with, justifies all his effort to you as I can see that you are well taken care of. Maswerte sya at minahal mo sya ng ilang taon. He gave you what you truly deserve. Pinangalagaan ka nya, at inaruga. Mahal ka nya.

Ewan ko lang kung gaano pa katagal tong nararamdaman ko sayo, pero di ako nag sisisi kasi ginusto ko ito. Even thought it stings from time to time, I still feel happy whenever I see just a photo of you.

Hayys If only you can see me while I'm writing this down.

Pero okay lang hahahaha.

I hope you can just give me a chance to be happy, even for an hour or two of mutual conversation. I might not deserve your "forever", but at least you gave me something to remember :)

Bye bye....

I love you...

I always did...

:) :'( :(

PS: Wag ka namang sobrang mapikon sakin pag nag kakaganito ako :)