Behind the Facade

Behind the facade,
the true person lurks
It hides its true color,
and covered in the murks

It only appear occasionally,
and let all the things out
It breaks the silence,
and make everyone to doubt

It creates a different world,
and make someone bad
It makes a lot of problems,
and create all feelings sad

Behind the facade,
the true meaning lies
Waiting for the time,
while it slowly dies

When Shall I Rest in Her Loving Arms

When shall I rest in her loving arms,
and taste her glossy lips
If this heart is too far,
and to tired to leap

I would like to wrap myself around her arms,
just to feel her love
But how can I achieve this fantasy,
when I'm as shy as a dove

Her caress is life's incentive,
for all my suffering and defeat
But I think it's impossible,
for in her world I never fit

When shall I rest in her loving arms,
and kiss her glossy lips
If this man is a coward,
who relies on destiny's tip

When My Joy Went to Fade

A burden that I carry,

a year had already past

Little by little I bury,

all the misery in the sand

But yet again its unearthed,

and gave the pain back,

When the time was certain,

it took me for a drag

No antidote for the poison,

it kept running into my veins,

I've got no clear notion,

then the happiness went away 

All these times I was happy,

it's full of questions and charades

Then the knife went deeper,

when my joy came to fade

Meus Dolor

The sea was breeze was so calm,
as I stood by the shore
The seagulls flew away,
as these sad songs play

I raised my hands to feel the sun,
but the warm rays turned into chills
I closed my eyes to see the dreams,
but the sadness made me kneel

I asked for refuge and care,
but you turned me down
While the weary waters torments me,
the songs turned into an awful sound

When will I be free,
from the sorrows of this world?
When shall I truly feel,
the love that I truly deserve?

Parce Domine

Lord, spare me from the traps;
deliver me from the bad, cover all my tracks

Lord, spare me from the pain;
send me to your realms, break my chains

Lord, spare me from the guilt;
protect me from temptation, destroy what I build

Lord, spare me from death;
bring me to your kingdom, and my heart is set

I Sent to Her

I sent her to my heart,

and she gave it back

My soul was shattered,

while bitterness attacks

In each living day,

on the alleys I sat

Waiting for the girl,

and follow all her tracks

Softly the wind touches my face,

and held back all my tears

Its cool palms caress me,

as I venture these wildest years

I pray that she may come back,

and receive this broken heart

Just to stay by my side,

and never break me apart

 

My Enemy

I landed on the sands,
but no one lend their hand

As I stood up from the ground,
my heart gave an awful sound

I've tried to seek for comfort,
and failed because of lacking effort

How long should I stand like this,
I don't want to feel the sadness kiss

I've lost every chances that I have,
seeking true love that'll last

When will this abashed soul find shelter,
if it stand like a cowardly fighter

My fate seems to be very clear,
and these eyes began to tear

I'll die with no one beside me,
because I never defeated my enemy

My enemy is my fear,
and it killed the hope in me