When My Joy Went to Fade

A burden that I carry,

a year had already past

Little by little I bury,

all the misery in the sand

But yet again its unearthed,

and gave the pain back,

When the time was certain,

it took me for a drag

No antidote for the poison,

it kept running into my veins,

I've got no clear notion,

then the happiness went away 

All these times I was happy,

it's full of questions and charades

Then the knife went deeper,

when my joy came to fade

Meus Dolor

The sea was breeze was so calm,
as I stood by the shore
The seagulls flew away,
as these sad songs play

I raised my hands to feel the sun,
but the warm rays turned into chills
I closed my eyes to see the dreams,
but the sadness made me kneel

I asked for refuge and care,
but you turned me down
While the weary waters torments me,
the songs turned into an awful sound

When will I be free,
from the sorrows of this world?
When shall I truly feel,
the love that I truly deserve?

Parce Domine

Lord, spare me from the traps;
deliver me from the bad, cover all my tracks

Lord, spare me from the pain;
send me to your realms, break my chains

Lord, spare me from the guilt;
protect me from temptation, destroy what I build

Lord, spare me from death;
bring me to your kingdom, and my heart is set

I Sent to Her

I sent her to my heart,

and she gave it back

My soul was shattered,

while bitterness attacks

In each living day,

on the alleys I sat

Waiting for the girl,

and follow all her tracks

Softly the wind touches my face,

and held back all my tears

Its cool palms caress me,

as I venture these wildest years

I pray that she may come back,

and receive this broken heart

Just to stay by my side,

and never break me apart

 

My Enemy

I landed on the sands,
but no one lend their hand

As I stood up from the ground,
my heart gave an awful sound

I've tried to seek for comfort,
and failed because of lacking effort

How long should I stand like this,
I don't want to feel the sadness kiss

I've lost every chances that I have,
seeking true love that'll last

When will this abashed soul find shelter,
if it stand like a cowardly fighter

My fate seems to be very clear,
and these eyes began to tear

I'll die with no one beside me,
because I never defeated my enemy

My enemy is my fear,
and it killed the hope in me

Just Say The Word

Just say the word,
and I'll be stopping
I'll ease them all,
the pain and suffering

Just say the word,
and I'll stop begging
No more tears will be shed
nothing is worth asking

Just say the word,
and I'll be leaving
Remember me as I am,
a man who did nothing

She's Turning Eighteen

She's turning eighteen,
and she's half way there
She passed some obstacles,
and fought all her despair

As the eighteen candles burn,
her spirit leaps up high
The flames took the darkness,
and made the tears go dry

She's turning eighteen,
and her aspirations stood up
While she's working so hard,
she carved her way up

Those eighteen roses bloomed,
and her looks attracted all men
Her beauty is beyond their expectations,
and their emotions started to blend

She's turning eighteen,
and she's still starting to rise
Her hopes and dreams are coming true,
while she made the whole universe nice