Mending a Broken Heart

Shattered was the word,
pieces by pieces it fell
All the lingering memories,
gone with a dying spell

Out of the flames and amber,
a broken heart emerge
Burned and in pieces,
In cold waters submerged

One by one the stars fell down,
as the tears drops on the ground
A broken heart is is nearly exhausted,
dying in every second it pounds

One by one, I took the broken pieces,
and mend it with the remaining part
It was difficult to repair with missing pieces,
because it was not for the sake of art

One by one, I connected the pieces,
and the broken part was nearly complete
Although the stitches ruined it's former beauty,
seeing it fixed make it look unique

Mending a broken heart is not that easy,
when the one who causes it pushes deep
As long as you got patience and confidence,
heartaches won't lullaby you to sleep    

Riddles of Uncertainty

When the world turns away,
I look for shelter
And in her heart I went,
and gave sweet surrender

I jumped from places to places,
and found no satisfaction
Then that spark ignited,
when I saw her reflection

Like a fool, I wondered,
If this real or imagination
My mind is distorted,
and wish for her attention

I showed a record of failures,
and scarred me forever
But it soon faded away,
when I heard her pleasing laughter

I would die to see her face,
and regret it a little later,
I'm ashamed of myself,
and attract a lot of haters

Her small voice is a herald,
to my heart it brings good news,
She tells insights and fables,
and her own world views

Her presence just struck me,
and her smile tops it all
I hope she loves more,
'cause I'm willing to fall

But what am I expecting?
I've done no action
Like before, I tremble in fear,
when I hear some reaction

The past seems to be haunting,
and my life is innovating
I see her as my inspiration,
but can I stand another suffering?

I've planned before and failed to execute,
it was a damn waste of precious time
But if she could make me complete,
I would give it one last try

For the sake my sanity,
I will move and go ahead
What do I got to lose,
when my heart beats my head?

Oh, how unfortunate,
this life is very unfair
It gave me a hard puzzle,
and some burden to bare

When will the tide turn,
and gives me the good side?
When will I keep making riddles of uncertainty,
and run away from outcomes and hide?